Urgl!

Yes, that tends to be my groan/noise of frustration and right now it's running rampant through my head!

I'm frustrated on so many levels, I didn't even realize it was possible!

Work at the high school is going beautifully and I have no complaints there. I love my job and the kids I work with!

I'm busy still unpacking and trying to get my apartment set up and in order. I keep feeling like I will have plenty of time to get things figured out, and then I remember a bunch of little errands I need to do, and the time I thought I had isn't there anymore.

Work at Mathnasium is what is really frustrating me! I obviously can't go into it on here, but I'm quickly learning that even as I try to stand up for myself and my coworkers it isn't very helpful, or appreciated or respected fully. There is the chance that things might change, but how I am continually treated seems to outweigh the possibilities of the future.

After work I came home and had to set up my wireless network and router, which should have been easy but for some reason things didn't feel like working correctly. Luckily I walked through it all with my Dad on the phone but it was annoying in general.

Not to mention the fact that my head has decided maybe getting worse on a consistent basis would be a good idea. I haven't started my new medicine yet (still waiting for the prescription to be filled) but in general being in constant, worsening pain, is not making things any easier to handle.

There are a few positives though. I'm getting lunch with an old friend tomorrow and I know that will be mentally, and emotionally beneficial for me, as well as fun. My parents are coming into town this weekend (getting here Thursday night) which should be great. I haven't seen them in a little bit and it will be nice to have them here, instead of having to travel to NJ to see them. I also have a friends wedding to go to up at camp on Saturday which I'm super excited for!

I'm really just hoping that I can suppress/overcome my current frustrations and enjoy things.